Inside Mae

Just wanna share. Few months ago, ive been struggling about my hair loss due to stress and over thinking. Until such time that i desired to cut my hair as short as possible coz i cant take care of my hair anymore. I attempted to go to parlor and advice the hairstylists to do the style but all of them told me that it wont fit my face size, and will have a "jollibee face" if i did. So i took their judgement and decided to just have a hair trim with treatment. Yet i wasnt satisfied. Few weeks after, i went back to parlor again and asked the parlorist to give me already the pixie cut, as usual the judgement was same, and i effin believed again. Then time went by, i came up to the thought that, "wait, cant i have my own decision for myself? Why cant i disagree with their judgements? I have to stand firm and believe in myself and pursue what i really want." So bravely, i went to the parlor again and i made sure that this time i will have the style that i desired since th

Just wanna share. Tomorrow i'll be handling new set of students again. I know Im overreacting, but it's hard for me to replace these kids in my heart. I loved them as my own children knowing that time will come that i have to let them go and see them grow. I got this Sepanx problem and until now, Im still trying to overcome. These kids taught me how to control my emotions, to handle grace under pressure and to see the rainbow after the rain. Yet their innocent minds let me learned how to accept new things in my life. Tomorrow is the day that my favorite line "hindi na ako ang nanay niyo, hindi na ako ang kailangan niyo" will happen. But i promise that you will have a special place in my heart forever, kids. I love you my first ever adisory class, Grade 1 Jacinto batch 1718