Inside Mae

  Trusting God is a lot like trading in your own limited map for a much bigger, more detailed one. When you stop trying to white-knuckle every outcome, you move from a place of constant worry into a space of quiet expectancy. It’s in that surrender where you start to notice those "only God" moments. The perfect timing, the unexpected peace, or the way a closed door actually ends up being a huge favor. The more you let go of the "how," the more room there is for Him to show up in ways that actually make sense of the struggle you went through. It builds this incredible cycle: the more you see Him come through for you, the easier it becomes to lean on Him the next time, turning your life into a series of moments that leave you constantly wondering how things worked out so much better than you ever could have planned. Kapag nag-decide ka na i-let go ’yung control at talagang mag-trust sa Kanya, doon mo marerealize na His plans are way better than our "perfect"...

 Paano ko nga ba sisimulan? Hmmm, looking back, hindi ko aakalain na kakayanin ko lahat. From the sleepless nights to the endless cuddles, and cries, and laughs, and tulala momets. Tlagang being a mom has been my wildest but most beautiful journey. It’s not always perfect, and definitely not easy, but seeing my bebebubu makes every struggle worth it. I may say, I am proudof how far I’ve come. Akala ko noon, alam ko na ang lahat. But being a mom taught me a different kind of strength and patience. I’m learning, growing, and failing sometimes , aand that’s okay. This is me, embracing the chaos and the joy of this lifelong role. This motherhood journey is a literal rollercoaster tlaga. There are days na pagod, but always, always full of love. Just a mom doing her best and enjoying every milestone of my baby Elle na pinanganak bilang spider girl. 😅 Kaya naman, to the moms who feel exhausted but keep going, to those who are still learning the ropes, and to those who pour everything for...