My First Class Observation (07/21/17)

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As I passed my lesson plan yesterday, I thought everything will come into places. It was late in the afternoon when my superior was able to check it, but unfortunately, my lesson plan was rejected so i have to think for another one again. I cried inside. Not because it was rejected, but i cried for I don't have much time to think and revise my lessons. But in God's grace, I did. Thanks to my fellow teacher who helped me yesterday. But my struggle did not end there. Since my lesson plan had been revised, I need to revise my instructional materials as well. I felt more sadness when I realized that I was the only one who was left in the faculty room working at 7:00 in the evening. My esteem went low to the point that i thought that I would never make it. But God is good, He truly is.
Today, before I went to my class, I asked my advisory class (grade 1 pupils) to please pray for me, almost all of them volunteered and surprisingly they were able to pray for me, then they gave me the best hug they could ever give. Maybe because they saw and felt my tired soul in my eyes. I thank God for my kids.
Then, my class observation went through and was done but unfortunately again, only the Vice Principal was able to watch my class so my Subject Area Coordinator requested if she can watch my class in another section. I didn't have any choice but to say yes. So my nervousness was doubled cause I have to repeat!!!!
I still accepted the challenge and I finished it with great pressure. After class, I went to my superior for the post con, and there in tears, i expressed my gratitude. My superior gave me an A for excellent and "highly commended" for my effort and good classroom management. I made her happy and she said that i gave her good first impression. I got 9.8 points out of 10! Omg! Not bad! Praise God!!!

 Sleepless nights, tiredness and hardships were all paid off! 
If it wasn't because of God who strengthens me, I could not do all these things. I just surrender everything to Him, and He just let everything happens according to His plans. He used different people to help me and I knew that in every struggle of mine, I maybe felt difficulties but he never left me alone, he assured me that He's always there. He's always there. And I end my night here. For this, may God be praised!

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