Inside Mae

Just wanna share our experience last night regarding this hospital. Let me hide its identity with its initials "DH" Yung mom ng choir leader namin, dinala sa hospital na ito for admission dahil sa struggle sa paghinga. However, matapos ng ilang oras at wala pang ibang tests, nagdecide agad ang hospital na lagyan ng tubo si nanay. Ang dilemma, 10k per hour ang bayad sa apparatus ni nanay; and need ma-admit sa ICU, kaso nanghihingi ng downpayment ang hospital ng 70k before the admission, and 80k per day ang bill pag na admit na sa ICU. So nagdecide ang family na ilipat nalang si nanay sa Heart Center, kaso hindi mailabas ng agaran si nanay kasi di pumapayag ung hospital na ilabas si nanay kung di pa complete ang bills payment. Imagine, wala pang kalahating araw si nanay sa DH, umabot na ang bill ng 36k. So nakapag bayad na. Ngayon ang problema, walang ambulance na maibigay ang DH for the transfer, so tumawag ang family sa Brgy para sa tulong, praise God may dumating naman, ho...

Suffering is the reason why we have eternal life in heaven. Alam ng Panginoon ang ibig sabihin ng rejection, loneliness, and physical pain. He has been there first, before we experienced everything. Jesus is You and Me. The best place you can experience God, is the Holy place. Jesus said, "Im giving My whole life to you" and our response is, "I am here to serve You" Ang Diyos ang pinakabest na pwedeng masandalan sa oras na tayo ay nahihirapan.

At the end of the day, tatlo lang ang pinakamahalaga sa mundo, Love, Faith and Hope "Patawarin Mo sila Panginoon, sapagkat hindi nila alam ang kanilang ginagawa" -Hesus Ano ang Pag ibig? Ang pag ibig ay hindi nasisira Ang pag ibig ay hindi natitibag Ang pag ibig ay hindi nagbabago Ang pag ibig ay nagpapatawad Bago ka pa ipinag lihi sa mundong ito, kilala na kita. -God Ang pag ibig ay nagmula sa Panginoon na ibinigay sa atin sa pamamagitan ng grasya, kaya't nakakayanan nating magmahal kahit nasasaktan na tayo. Lahat tayo ay biktima ng mga magulang natin na hindi perpekto, dahil sa mundong ito, walang sinuman ang perpekto but let's understand and accept them. If we expect too much in a person, doon nagmumula ang frustration and hurt. It is the faith of the Lord that makes God more powerful in our lives. God is so good in our life! The faith planted in our hearts is the God Himself, and if it grows as a tree, we can share the fruit of Jesus, and th...

Every great deed starts from a single action. Every action is a motivation and every motivation is rooted in conviction. Without conviction, or faith for some, in something true and eternal, no progress in whatever endeavor is possible.

[ ] Bago natin baguhin ang mundo, baguhin muna natin ang ating sarili [ ] Huwag natin sayangin ang panahon na ipinagkaloob ng Diyos para tayo'y magbago dahil hindi natin alam kung hanggang kailan Niya tayo tutulungan upang mabuhay. [ ] Kung tayo ay naniniwala sa grasya ng Diyos, hindi tayo magkakamali

Madali natin makita ang mga negatibong bagay at mga pangit na masakit para sa ating mga mata. Kaya let's learn to see the beauty in everything. The greatest light in the world is the face of Jesus. Ang kagandahang hinahanap natin sa mundo ay nasa mukha ng Diyos dahil ang lahat ng magagandang nakikita natin ay reflection Niya. Panginoon, liwanagan mo ang aming isipan na sa kabila ng kadiliman ay makita namin ang Iyong liwanag.

God's Love Creates Forgives Redeems Love is not love, if it is not shared God looked at everything that he made and He found that it was very good yet Man rejected His creation by sinning Gen 3:21 Gen 12:1-3 God wants for us to come back to him Lk 15:20b He is God ☝️ The God who will run out to meet us whenever we decide to come back to him The God who will come out to comfort and assure us whenever we feel rejected, taken for granted or hurt God's love is expressed in offering of his son John3:16 1John4:9 Rom5:8 Let's believe in God's love. If you look at the cross, you will see His head lowered to Kiss you. You will see His arms stretched to hug you He loves us in spite of how poor and sinful we are God's love  is reflected in his creation

"A life without service, is a life without joy." Sa paglilingkod ko sa Panginoon, mas lalo kong narerealize na marami akong makamundong kasalanan. Yet because of the goodness of the Lord, the more na lumalapit ako, the more na nililinis ako ng Diyos. Let me share to you the story of St. JOSEPHINE BAKHITA (credits to Catholics New Agency) St. Josephine Bakhita, a Canossian Sister who was kidnapped and sold into slavery in Sudan,  was born in 1869, in a small village in the Darfur region of Sudan. She was kidnapped while working in the fields with her family and subsequently sold into slavery. Her captors asked for her name but she was too terrified to remember so they named her “Bakhita,” which means “fortunate” in Arabic. Retrospectively, Bakhita was very fortunate, but the first years of her life do not necessarily attest to it. She was tortured by her various owners who branded her, beat and cut her. In her biography she notes one particularly terrifying moment wh...

So ayun sumakay ako ng jeep, medyo siksikan na pero kaya pa ng isa, tumabi ako sa isang ale, pero bago ako makaupo bago sya umusog nag se-cellphone kasi antagal, then she rolled her eyes on me kasi pissed off siya. Nang makaupo ako, i saw her typing "Just thank God for a new day to us" Minsan ironic talaga ung mga sinasabi natin sa social media kesa sa tunay na buhay. Yun lang naman point ko, walk your talk. If I could only teach the people to be grateful, we could have an amazing world where negativity could not grow and foster and children will have a smile on their face.

I would like to give a reaction about the movie, "Sid and Aya". I watched this few months ago this year. Now Im ready to share the poem that I made depicting the story. "Sid and Aya not a Love Story" Si Daya Hawak na nga ang alas Ngunit biglang nadugas Sinubukan muling tumaya Ngunit may nagparaya Pusong handa nang sumugal Natakot sa salitang mahal Sadya ngang nadaya Ang pusong kawawa Si Daya nga ba ang nandaya? O siya pa ang nadaya. Magulo man ang tadhana Puso pa rin nila'y magkikita. Damdamin nga'y mapaglaro Masakit kung matalo; Ngunit mas masakit kung maloko. Kaya sa larong ito, Si Daya nga ang nanalo; Isang sugal na walang premyo. -Mae *isang gurong humihiling ng Part 2 sa istoryang ito. Mata ko'y naloko Damdami'y nabago Istoryang mapanglinlang Sid at Aya bigyang hirang.